Thank you, Blondie.
I recently viewed Silence, with Andrew Garfield and Liam Neeson.
The story centers around the initially alleged and later confirmed apostasy of Jesuit priests. I was never so hit between the eyes about my own [former] faith. Father Rodrigues touted "the truth" of Christ's message to the Governor/Inquisitor, who calmly stated that the faith of the RCC could not grow in the "swamp" of Japan.
I could honestly see the morality behind the priests' abandoning their misguided faith in order to save their goodhearted but delusional native converts. It was those Europeans immersed in the faith who developed the gravest doubts, seeing their resolute but simple-in-the-faith Japanese converts undergo martyrdom for beliefs they could never fully grasp.
All the above in my newfound belief that God does not direct those who arrogantly proclaim his direction of them exclusively.